** Due to the increasing severity of MY ILLNESS, it has become impossible for me to continue to post on a regular basis. Unfortunately, as much as I desperately long to, I am also unable to visit each of your blogs often or reciprocate all the loving, supportive comments many of you continue to leave - even though at times it may appear as though you've arrived at some long ago, forsaken blog! With that said, I really want you to know that I miss every single one of you and that I really am still here! I'm just too sick and too weak most days to be able to sit up long enough to create a brand new post...or even read one. However, I absolutely do receive AND read every new encouraging word you leave (and, often, the old ones, again and again!) and I cherish them now more than ever! I truly appreciate your love, support, and, most importantly, your precious time spent on your knees in prayer for my family and me. It ALL means the world to me and I am truly blessed to have friends like you!
~Hugs and Sister Love, Teresa

FYI: All comments come to my email, which I can easily read on my phone. I also enjoy Facebook on my phone because I can catch up on A LOT in a very short time there. Soooo, if you're on Facebook, come 'friend' me there! {{HUGS}} **
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Saturday, October 23, 2010

SOMETIMES HE CALMS
THE STORM

Too Many Heartbeats Dysautonomia






SOMETIMES HE CALMS THE STORM
By~ Scott Krippayne

All who sail the sea of faith
Find out before too long
How quickly blue skies can grow dark
And gentle winds grow strong

Suddenly fear is like white water
Pounding on the soul
Still we sail on knowing
That our Lord is in control

Sometimes He calms the storm
With a whispered peace be still
He can settle any sea
But it doesn't mean He will

Sometimes He holds us close
And lets the wind and waves go wild
Sometimes He calms the storm
And other times He calms His child

He has a reason for each trial
That we pass through in life
And though we're shaken
We cannot be pulled apart from Christ

No matter how the driving rain beats down
On those who hold to faith
A heart of trust will always
Be a quiet peaceful place




This week has again been VERY long and difficult. I had to make another trip to the ER Wednesday night due to excruciating back and abdominal pain, accompanied by nausea, vomiting and fever. This time the visit was very pleasant, as far as hospital visits are concerned, but all they could really determine was that whatever was going on was not 'life-threatening'. All the testing they did came back normal. This was a bit of a relief because the last 5 or 6 times I've been, it has been life-threatening and I've ended up staying a week to 10 days due to sepsis. It was also a bit frustrating because we still don't know what is going on.

At this point, I have appointments to see a couple different specialists for further evaluation and testing in hopes they can identify the problem. For now, I feel a tad bit better, thanks to a couple more medications the ER doc gave me to help with the pain. *sigh* I am so very tired of just throwing meds at things to cover them up. It would be nice to know WHAT is going on, WHY I am hurting, and QUIT masking it all! I feel like they are doing their best, but it is still frustrating!

Thanks so much for stopping by and for listening. I love this song. I KNOW I am in the midst of a great big storm, but I can see that the Lord has chosen to hold on tight to me and let 'the wind and the waves go wild'. He is also trying to calm me, I just have to let go and let Him.




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Thursday, November 12, 2009

ENDURING SEPSIS
with Dysautonomia
Part 2 of 2

(NOTE: To fully understand this post, you'll need to read 'ENDURING SEPSIS with Dysautonomia - Part 1 of 2' . You can find it HERE.)

I don't remember much of the next few days, just every few hours when the meds would start to wear off I would wake and feel really, really bad. It was very unpleasant. It took a little while of working with the different doctors to get the right cocktail of meds, the proper dosages and exact times to be administered but they finally got it all figured out. But I'm telling you, if you don't have someone with you at the hospital 24/7, you can really get into big trouble. I can't tell you how many times my husband and my mom had to go to bat for me to get things straightened out and how many times I hit the nurse call button and no one ever came to assist me! It is pretty scary stuff! I hope and pray that I'm never in the position where I'm there all alone with no one to advocate for me.

It was finally determined that I had a staph infection and the Internal Medicine Specialist (IMS) assigned to me by the hospital was insisting my port would have to be removed. However, as you know, we have already been down this road several times before and we knew that staph did not always equal removing port. The IMS doc was not listening to my family or me AT ALL as we attempted to explain my ongoing illness OR my previous experience with this same type of infection, so we finally insisted on seeing the surgeon who implanted my port before making any rash decisions. And I am SO very thankful we did!

After speaking with my surgeon, we determined together that we would hold off on making a decision about the port for a few days. He said there was really no big hurry, plus he wanted an Infectious Disease Specialist to come in as a consult to see if they could determine exactly what kind of staph it was and what we needed to do to treat it.

Thankfully, after the Infectious Disease doc took the time to look at my history, my labs and the actual slides of the bacteria, she determined that antibiotics should be enough to get rid of the bacteria completely without having to remove the port! She said that we would have to change the particular IV antibiotic I was currently on and that I would have to stay on it for an additional 14-21 days. However, she said I would be able to go home and finish it. Hallelujah! I could have reached up and kissed that woman, I was so happy! I just had absolutely no energy to do so. *sigh*

After a 9 day hospital stay, I have been home almost a week. I am still extremely weak and still feel really yucky. I am receiving the IV antibiotics twice a day and it takes about 90 minutes for each dose. I have to have blood drawn every couple of days to make sure I'm getting enough but not too much. As long as everything goes as planned, I should be finished in about a week. I just hope and pray that ALL of the infection is gone at that time.

Thanks to everyone for your kind words of encouragement and your faithful prayers. They all mean so much to my family and me! We humbly ask that you continue to keep us in your prayers through the coming days. We surely need them.

Have a great day!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

MY MOST RECENT HOSPITAL STAY
June 30th - July 6th, 2009




(I apologize upfront for the length of this post. Although I'd be very honored if everyone were able to take a few minutes to read it, I totally understand that you all are very busy! As I've said before, I mainly want to use this to keep my family and friends up-to-date on what all is going on in my life and to provide education for them as needed about all the various things that go on. However, the main point behind this post was more about reaching out to others who have, or may have, this disease and are looking for answers. My prayer is that the Lord will lead someone here who has been searching for answers about this disease. I pray they will not only find refuge and solace here among others like them, but that they will find it in the arms of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. If I can help just one person learn something new about the illness, know a little more about how to better manage some of these horrible symptoms and, most of all, just help them to know they are never, ever alone...then I have accomplished my goal!)


So here we go! As I was telling you in my last post, after getting my new port placed on May 28th, I seemed to be doing relatively well – all things considered. Then on Tuesday, June 30th, I got up around 7:30 and my husband, D, helped me downstairs to my recliner where I spend most of the day, on my ‘fair - good days.’ D is an ex-Paramedic like me, so after being properly trained by home health, he is now the one who does most of my port management. On that particular day, we followed our usual morning routine, plus it was also time to re-access my port after not accessing it for a couple of days. The port has to be de-accessed and then re-accessed weekly in order to help avoid infection.

Once it was accessed, D got a bag of IV fluids going before he left for work. He was already running a bit late that morning and needed to be at a meeting soon so he didn’t linger long afterwards. Approximately 15 minutes after he was out the door, I started having the same horrible feeling that I’d had when my port had been infected – that one that comes on so very rapidly and without warning! I became extremely cold and then started having chills in the matter of a couple of minutes, if that long. I immediately called D and had him turn around and head back home and then I had my daughter, B, help me back into bed. By the time I got there, I was having those full force, extremely violent chills. I knew something serious was wrong again. D was home in a flash, he got in touch with my doc and we headed for the ER.

Now, I will admit that I am not much of a fan of our local hospital’s ER. (I will write more about all of that in an upcoming post.) However, this time I have to say it all went more smoothly than usual. They knew I was coming ahead of time and that I was potentially very ill. I was triaged as soon as I came through the door and they took me straight back to a room. Before I could even get up on the bed, there were several people in the room doing a hundred different things at once, or so it seemed.

Because they were concerned that my port was infected, they could not use it. That meant they had to start another IV in a peripheral site. Praise God, one of our former colleagues in EMS was working that day and she was able to get it on the very first attempt! Absolutely amazing! They were then able to give me some pretty good meds through my IV so that I was feeling a good bit better soon.

They did a TON of labs which quickly came back strongly indicating that I had a PULMONARY EMBOLISM, a blood clot in the lung. I also had a whole host of other abnormal labs. Most importantly, my liver enzymes were above 600 – normal being less than 50 - and my Lactic Acid level was high. This was definitely indicative of another episode of ACUTE SEPSIS, which is what I had back in April when I was so sick then. They really needed to do a Cat Scan (CT) of my lungs, with IV contrast, to rule out a clot. However, the size of the IV catheter that was used was so very tiny, it could not be used for the contrast. (IV contrast has to go in through a very large bore catheter and at a very high rate of speed. This can’t be accomplished with the little ‘baby needle’ they had in me.) They spent at least a couple of hours sticking and sticking me, trying to get that larger IV site. It never happened. Finally, it was decided that a Heparin drip would be initiated in order to bide time so they could wait until the next morning and then do a nuclear medicine lung scan because the tech for that particular study is not there at night, which I believe is completely ludicrous! But no one asked me, obviously.

While I was still in the ER, they also did a CT of my head and Venous Doppler Studies of both my legs to make sure there were no clots there. By the time I made it to my room upstairs, I was totally exhausted and it was already around 1:30 a.m! It was finally determined later on in day 2, after all the initial labs and scans, including the Nuclear Medicine Lung Scan, that I either never had a clot or that the Heparin had worked to dissolve it overnight. At that point, they started focusing more on the source of the infection.

I was ultimately in the hospital for 7 days on IV antibiotics. Praise be to Almighty God, my port did not have to be removed this time! It was ultimately determined that it was not the origin of the infection nor did it appear to be negatively affected by it at all. In fact, while I was in the hospital, they never could quite determine the exact source of the infection. They just knew that after they started the antibiotics, I was responding well. I quit spiking high fevers and I began to improve a little, day by day. It took me a while to actually ‘feel’ better. I was still extremely nauseated and had a some trouble keeping solid foods down and I also had a great deal of upper abdominal/mid-back pain. Additionally, my liver enzymes were still elevated, though they were inching back down and were much better than when I came in.

On about day 4 or 5, they decided to do an ultrasound of my abdomen. (You have to remember, this was over the July 4th weekend, so no one was getting in a big hurry to do anything!) On day 6, at around 10:30 PM, the GI specialist came in for the very first time and woke me up. I was in a daze but I gathered from what he said that my liver enzymes were continuing to come back down to normal and were now around 100 but that my spleen was now enlarged. He had no idea why, so he had scheduled for a Hematologist to come in to do a consult with me for the next day – the day I was expecting to go home. Humph!

Very early the next morning, the hospitalist – the main physician who had been coordinating all my care while I was there – came in to see me. She said that all my labs were looking really good and that she was not too concerned about my enlarged spleen. She said she did not see any reason to keep me as an in-patient in order to follow-up on it. She agreed to discharge me with the understanding that I would follow-up with my primary care physician within a few days. I eagerly agreed and after a couple hours of waiting on all the necessary paperwork, I finally got to come home! It was so good to be back home after being in that place for 7 days! It was an awesome feeling to finally get a real bath and get in my own clothes but it really wore me out quickly.

Not long after I was home, I started experiencing even more pain in my upper abdomen and mid-upper back. I still could not eat much at all without being full and very nauseated almost as soon as I started to eat. After contacting my Primary Care Physician, I was scheduled for a follow-up abdominal U/S and labs. Once the results were in, it was finally determined that in addition to whatever bacterial infection I had that made me septic, I also have MONO! That turns out to be the cause of my enlarged spleen. My spleen being enlarged is probably causing, or at least contributing to, why I have been having so much more nausea and vomiting and why I do not feel like eating much. There just hasn’t been a lot of room for my stomach!

I am so very thankful to have finally gotten a definitive answer to what all is going on and I’m glad it was nothing to be overly concerned about. However, I do have to chill out the next couple of months –as if I have anything else planned anyway – and try to recuperate from all this. Mono can take anywhere from several weeks to many months to recover from. It can be especially difficult for anyone who is especially young, elderly or already immunocompromised.

It has been a couple weeks now since I’ve been home from the hospital and I’m still having a good bit of trouble eating, being extremely nauseated when I do eat and I am constantly fatigued…even more so than I already am chronically. I hope to see some improvements really soon. Please pray that I do!

Until next time.....

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